Monika's Stories

I woke up this early morning and found out that it was chiller than usual. No later than two seconds, I found out that it was raining out there. The intens dropping water from the sky open my day, or maybe since last night? Hm… I think it was started in the night.

When it comes to a raining day, one of the things that I remember is one day when I caught up in a sudden raining day without any preparations, and I felt okay. I didn’t get mad, I didn’t blame God for giving the rain without thunder first as a hint. I didn’t get angry because my body along with my bag and everything in it got wet.

It was not normal, I think. However, when I tried to understand why would I feel that way, it was so easy to reveal the cause. It was because I didn’t let my mind think of the negative feeling. My mind was doing just fine. You know why? It was because I was not alone at that time. I was with someone who has been being important for me.

The thing is, it is not healthy to depend on your life to someone else existence. You will face a moment, in the future, that “the someone” can be there for you. Do you think you still will can manage your feeling when there is no stimulant near you?

It is so easy to be happy with someone around you. It could be friend, best friend, family, sibling, co-worker, spouse, lover, or just someone you don’t know much but they be there for you. The problem arises when you have no one but you face a rough time.

I can say that you have God. Wudhu and have a pray are two things that you can do to help you go through your day, nice and harsh when you have no one around. But hey, I am just me. I find it hard too, over and over again, because as much as I face it, it appears that I have to get more and more ecperience.

Rain, rain, don’t just go away yet. I have tons of story to be shared that have something to do with you. For today, I think this is it..